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haH! today is the first day of skul after a long period of hols (1 month oh!! however, singapore students dun get hols. in august unlike the Malaysian students lolz … ) … Today, I am really kept busy for nothing .. submited homeworks lah ,finished little bit of dun-know questions lah, c teachers, helped teacher to collect worksheets lolz, returned library books … >_< i was reali dreached in sweat today … aikz .. i miz this feeling very much … onli this feeling accompanied along the way… this feeling has helped me to get rid all the negative thinking … ha due to this feeling too, i never say tat i am FREE sigh ….. nvm, i like this feeling very much … "_"

Aikz… sigh … tomolo skul is going to reopen after one- month holidays!! I think i have made best use of the June holidays. I managed to finish homework during the first and half week of the holidays …. joined library camp ….. completed the first part of my experiment (project) … attended remedials … kemudian went back to my hometown Ipoh Perak Malaysia "_" as soon as i reached there, i signed up for a camp in Penang. The camp was a fruitful one for me. I loved it very much. Can’t reveal much here .. next time la .. The camp was my heighter for this month .. cause i was depressed so much before the camp .. after joininig the camp, i was totally changed into a "freshman" with a new beginnnig .. haha >_< after that, i spent most of my time with my family .. they brought me to eat loz of food which i missed very much .. haha .. and i had watched quite a lot of movies .. such as star war III, naruto the movies, sin chan the movie blablabla .. dun remember .. i also visited my ex-skul loh .. it was happy to meet the old friends and my teachers there … however, unfortunately, i din manage to meet my old friends arrr .. we planned everything alreadi .. but then it was my fault lah .. everybody is having lesson while i was the one who was having holidays .. of course they couldnot extract out their time to go out ..rite? stupid me … haha nvm … past history is the past … we have to look forward to the future … waiting for tomolo’s excitement  .. lolz .."_"

Today is very tiring for me. I have wasted my two hours for two-way trips … sigh… nvm la .. actually, i gained a lot from this attachment to NTU. I have really learned lotz of things. My mentor is Dr. Andrew Tan who is from Skul of Biological Science (NTU). He is very very benevolent to me …. many adjectives can be applied to him … therefore, he is a good teacher to me and i am going to determine to learn staff from him. Today, I spent my whole time in the lab preparing medium for cell culture. My project is progressing further more again …… about NTU, it is reali X10 big …. bigger than my skul compound although my skul has the largest compound among all the high skuls. I was nearly lost today .. sigh ..shameful >_< There are 41 lecture theaters; 5 canteens i think; …. blablabla .. besides,  the building there are gigantic too … can upto 6 floors ! In addition, there are banks, McDonald (lolz), malls, stores and so on. Life as a student there, in my opinion, might be interesting ….  to be continue … tomorrow still going to NTU "_"

After lunch, we played our second game. We were required to go from one part of the room to the other part by using any method of walking style. The onli rule was tat we could not repeat the same method tat had been used. I found tat this was challenging. From this game, I have learned that to reach my target, I have to try as many methods which help me to reach target as I can. This game also tested my creativity. In the group, I was the last to carry out the task. Now I found this game more difficult since everyone had their move alreadi tat I could think of. Some of my friens performed ’silly’ but quite creative moves such as cleaning the ceiling at the same time as walking to the other side, acting like spiderman and so forth.  While me …… I acted like a drunken man and walked as if I could fall anytime .. lolz … I won the applause from everyone lei .. geng le … The next game tat we were going to play was "The Mirror". I found tat this game was very special and meaningful. Nobody would find this game meaningful except those who had experienced it. Everyone firstly had to find a partner that they could trust. Then, under a romantic and dark atmosphere, we had to think of the tasks that were not fulfilled and not accomplished for a long time. Our partner acted like a mirror listening to our problems and the reasons for not achieving our goals. Then, we had to reassure ourselves that we would be able to complete the tasks by saying aloud " Yes, I can do it". However, the reply form my partner "Oh, can u do it?" hurt my feelings. My lecturer explained tat if u felt hurt, u were not determined enough. I convinced myself for the next thirty times. I trusted myself tat I could make my goals come true. Some of my friends cired and felt sad in the game. I din know wat they had said, but I knew the game had touched them immersely. From the game, I beganto know myself much more in- depth. I found out the problems which have existed for a long time in my heart and I woul try to overcome them in order to reach my goal.     <aikz….. first day of camp is reali reali very long ….. stay tune … [a bit regret alreadi for writing it  ... ^_" nvm]

Suddenly I wan to recall back my detik- detik during my Dec Camp in December last year … miz it very much … so here I will put down my thought about it at the same time sharing this with u all ^_". Wat I am going to say may not be applied to anyone, whole thing is about me. K, FIRST day of the camp : Due to the fact that students from Ipoh arrived earlier to Penang, we (included me) had to wait for the others who were arriving from KL, Kedah, Perlis blablabla many places. Some of the students carried on with their own activities while waiting : playing h/p la, rest la … Some took the golden opportunity to get to know the others. While me? My friend Wei Hao and I wandered around leisurely around the hotel. Wei Hao was one of my new friends. He was my roommate either. The opening ceremony of the study camp began with the self- intro of the lecturers and the camp members. After we had been informed of the rules of the camp, the lecturers started their first lecture - planning of our lives.  From this lecture, I learned that from my starting point of life, there is a big gap between my imagination to succcesd and the realisation of it. WIth the increase of age, the gap would be much bigger. My lecturer, Mr. Ong, said tat he would introduce several methods to reduce the gap between reality and imagination. After the lecture, we played a game to make new friends. Everyone had to ask their target of friends 3 Qs: who are u, wat do u like the most and wat is your aim for coming. Thru his observation, Mr Ong categorised us into three types of people. I think I am the person who waits for others to come to me, someone who does nothing. The other categorie is the people that would not make the first move and that follow others to make friendz. In other words, they acted like flies. The last category was the type of people who keep making new friends actively and hope to make as many friends as they can. However, none of us were included in the last category.   to be continue ……………………..

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow……. doing the same kind of jobs ……. wake up, do homeworks, go to lab, lunch, do projects, do homeworks, dinner, online, sleep…… ai ya, same routine for the next two weeks more ….. sigh …… it is like one form of torture for me ….. I am lonely some more cause all my roommates have gone home liao …. onli shadow and I in the room …. lolz…."_"

The annual library camp, which was only 1 and 1/2 day, finally came to an end in the year 2005. It was quite weird to have a 1 1/2 day of camp ……. Though I wished to change the tradition there by suggesting more camp days and organizing more camps for the librarians instead of letting them to have their own sweet time in the classroom playing cards and compluter games onli….. However, my effort was futile lah …. the library camp turned out to be like last year ….sigh and lolz …. Still, I volunteered to organize a major game for them, so that I can have a fruitful camp this year and let them have an unforgettable camp before I leave the skul. The game was called " confidence trail " …. walk around the skul in the dark >_< I really have had a hard time in organizing this game … frankly speaking … really took up much time and energy from me …. especially on the day itself …
I made a mistake during the preparation of the game. Suddenly, I realized that I have put the clues in the wrong places (this preparation took up 1 hr lei)!!! (sigh!) I knew that I could not cancel this game, so I asked to postpone the game for 30 min …… (sigh again!) I had to collect back all the clues and then put them in the right places!! At the end, I was drenched in sweat really !! I felt like I have had a bath ….lolz … and both my legs cramped!! poor me >_< Nvm lah, I could see that the librarians were having fun time though there were some technical problems caused by my carelessness…heee   tat is all ….. happy holidays to those who are reading my blog and to me as well (as I am not quite enjoying this June holidays frankly speaking ….. every day doing the same thing = doing the experiment for my project {sigh} ) "_"