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One more week to come!!! Sigh.. i mean the end of year exam.
I dun think i can take Bio anymore. I am completely depressed by the bio marks. Sigh…
I love bio but but … the grade does not allow me to take it in the future…
SIgh .. reminisce back. I still remembered that I pled Ms. Koe to allow me to take the Bio subject. Then, I was transfered to 3I. All the way I was doing "kinda" well. But when i reach Sec 4, my bio grade keeps deteriorating. The grade if is not under the passing mark, it will juz be around the boarder line. SIgh …
Two more days got bio test. Got to do my very best. It will be final test for my class tests. I must gain recognition from her tat I can do well in Bio as in the first place I asked for it. And if i dun do well in Bio, my dream will be gone ~~~ Juz do my best!!^_^

powerful song ..haha

haha … dun know wat was my purpose in attending the Parents - Teachers Gathering ..sigh. My parents were not coming … while I did hav the chance to reprensent my parents to c the teachers. Aikz … as a result, I ended up wif being a helper ..haha. It was till Ok. I volunteered to help one. No grumbling ..haha. But it was kinda tiring for me. Once I saw one parent coming from car park, I not onli had to attend them asking which consortium / classroom is their child from ..then I hav to guide them the respective venues. But the most frustating thing was tat the one (my partner) kept pushing all the responsiblity to me. Haha. After he had known where the parents were heading to, he juz added one more sentence without shame "this student will guide u" .. Wat the. I ended up running all around the whole skul ..hee exaggerating here. My skul uniform was dampened wif sweat. But think optimistically, I can exercise myself rite ..? haha. This kinda provides an "opportunity" 4 me. ..Anyway, 2day I got caught for not having registered to use the comp room in the boarding skul. Wat the… The guard suddenli came into the comp room and had a sport check for those comp users tat din hav "card" on their hands. I onli wanted to download something which took me to use the comp 4 a short while onli. But then I reali din expect the guard appeared at this moment. She even locked the comp door inside, so tat no "culprit" can escape. Erps. She is kinda …"wordless".. There were a few more victims other than me. She commanded us to go to the office to be QUESTIONED!!! Oops.. i was in trouble. On the way 2 the office, I explored my every avenue to persuade her not to send us to the office… haa ..useless. She is kinda a "statue" wif hard stone! In the end, u know wat was the end result? We were indeed sent to the officer. But the officer (female) is very kind .. she juz gave us a short brief on the need to hav tat troublesome syst and then asked us to register our name if we wanna to use the comp. Ok lor … next time be more obedient ..haha ..make it the 1st time and the last time …^_^

Sigh … EOYE is impending!!! Juz two weeks away from now. Now, I m struggling wif the sec3 & 4 syllabus. THere is reali a need to plan for everything. If not, u will suffer more ..hee. I m reali wondering where are there onli 24 hrs in a day? sigh … it seems to me tat 24 hrs a day is juz not enuf. I m reali envy those who is juz wasting their time enjoying wat they r doing. Reali hope tat they can lend me some of their time. Haha. Dun care about them. It is their deeds which do not concern about me. This time, the exam is kinda important. I m reali hoping to get into the college section of my skul. But 4 the moment, my result is kinda not satisfying, may be even below average? Tat s why there is still a long way for me to catch up. I dun like to strew up. I m contented if I can get above 60 for every subject, if the result is higher, it s better of course. It seems no different 2 me if I m having O lvl or not. It will be the same situation if I take O lvl — buzy. Haha ^_^

Juz recently, I find tat my mouth is desperate for something to eat. I keep approaching my cupboard dun know for how many times alreadi. U know wat. In the end, I juz look inside my cupboard and take out nothing…haha. May be there is nothing tat I can eat. Haha. My food is gonna finished alreadi. So, I have to replenish my stock liao. May be this weekend, I will go down to the FairPrice to buy something…hee.. Ouch..my mouth is itchy again …supper time ..hee ..may be this time hav my biskuit and milo?? ^_^

Yesterday, the skul’s project’s day finali came to an end yesterday. My torturing days have also gone wif it … haha … i feel relieved and relax now .. time for me to let my hair down ..ei nope … end of year exam is approaching ..oops!
Haha … yesterday result is quite "bao len". Hai (sigh) .. nvm lar .. I reali hope tat my grp could bring something pride to Ortus … it seemed tat we could not. My grp has got the fifth place among all the 10 grps tat were competiting. Aikx ..X_X Tat’s is still ok, i think. I think i hav presented quite well .. quite calm … quite smooth … But, one thing is stirring my mind: it is the part tat I showed the X- ray film 2 the judges influencing the grand final’s result …aikx .. Everything has passed ..talked about it for wat!!!! As long as my grp has done our very best liao ^_^
After a hectic month, my face is "calar balar"… hai (sigh) ..too stressed liao … a few pimples popping out from my face … I think I must relax myself ..so as not being too tense all the time causing more pimples {haha}.
Got to prepare 4 the final exam liao. It is juz 3 weeks away. It will be juz a blink of eyes for the exam to come …must give my veri best shot if i still wanna to continue pursuing my dream…^_^

Sigh … everyday got rehearsal, repeating the same presentation speech for dun know how many times alreadi. I m not onli bored to death, but also gonna to become insane alreadi. Bang! Bang! Bang! Juz bang my head into the wall and die. I have to continue like this till my grand final. Nvm my grand final is juz one day away. I have to give my very best shot to it. JJ, must remember be more dramatic, energetic!! Must show passion .. dun feel inferior! Present like as if u r sharing a good news wif ur friend. It will be a piece of cake onli. Haha. Must get a gold medal in grand final .. if not I will be blameworthy … hee .. as for our grp has been putting many efforts, sweat and blood on the project tat we r working on. ^_^

Arr … Chinese test 2day. Suddenli I felt tat spending a whole day studying on the Chinese idioms and words and sentences is not a veri good idea cause onli 10 out of 200 were tested. Wat the ..sigh .. But think optimistically, may be i dun need to study them anymore …haha …
Aiya, dun know wat happened to me 2day. Suddenli, I was caught by my IHC teacher for "nearly" falling asleep ..wat the. I think i hav changed totally once i came to s’pore. I m not used to be like tat. Since this incident, I think I will not repeat this again. Never!! I m reali sorry tat i hav not paid attention. Cause i know the teacher was having her hard time teaching and it is a humiliation if students are not listening. I swear tat this will not happen 4 2nd time. Make this the 1st and the last time…haha .."_^

Today, I have spent the whole day in the comp room in the boarding skul. Suddenli, I found tat comp rrom is not a very bad place to study. It is air conditioned and quite quiet.
Tomorrow got Chinese common test. So, i spent my time "memorizing" the chinese sentences and words. Sigh .. wat kind of education is this?! Students juz have to regurgitate out. Wat the. U know how many we the poor students hav to memorize? 250 idioms + sentences and words from sec 1 > 4. Wat the …
My head is gonna to burst liao … quite OK lar .. still dun get headache yet. I m juz revising all tat i have memorized be4, not merely memorising again. Try making my revising more relax ..hee…
Skul’s term break will end in 40 mins. I missed them so much lar … reluctant to go to skul!
For self- relieving, i think i did achieve wat i planned to do be4 the holidays started. I had managed to collect all the data tat is gonna to be used for my revision, make a final recollection tat i have learned, and finish my further research in my project as well as relaxing myself (not really >_<!).
Anyway, it can be said tat a fruitful term break. It is better to have no holidays. It frees me to do those works tat i find no time to do. Haha! Then, tomolo got to have a good start liao. ^_"