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Today is very very depressing. Got back 3 papers today. Two of the papers are reali damn …. Speechless. GP is still not too bad. At least I got pass for GP. The other two papers are ungraded. Cry. Sigh. I reali dunno how to express my current state of condition. I think of one suitable Chinese idiom tat can describe my situation now. It is 一败涂地，I hope I still have time to remedy this situation … not yet 万劫不复。

Well, juz had a chat wif my ex-CT and also my chem teacher. I am one of the scholars that are under her charge. She is very very nice. She is like my second mother in Singapore. I was reali touched by wat she said to me during the chat. She din even have any sign of angriness or frustration though I din score well for her paper. She gave me loz of advice. In short, she is very nice! But she said to us during lesson that she was gg to take J2 from today onwards and no longer teaching J1.I felt extremely sad when I heard this news. She is a good, committed and caring teacher. She alwaz blames herself that she has not been teaching well when we score under her expectation. But she has never scolded us so seriously not until the last few days. She seemed kinda worried by our result. Mrs Lee ar, Mrs Lee … it is not your fault at all. You have reali done a good job. We are the ones who are not 争气！ Actuali we all dun hope to get disappointing results. There may be hidden reasons behind this or may be we have not tried our best enuf.

For me, the result is reali discouraging. I din even go back during holidays for vacation. Nobody knows that I miss my hometown so much. I 恨恨 made this decision coz this block exam is a serious thing. I cant neglect my studies for the sake of enjoying myself. Well, Mrs Lee asked me what I had been doing during the June holidays. She knows that I din go back to Msia. She knows everything. I juz told her that I have been studying nonstop and din even take any form of entertainment at all during the June holidays. The reason that I can be so pia coz I could expect that I was gg to get into trouble if I din study enuf for my blocks. Still, I cant avoid this to happen. I reali lose my direction. I dunno what is the root of my problem. I think I have to sit down and do my reflection again. It is tiring to do reflection and reflection again. Why cant I score well?! I have been holding the belief that “hardworker can reali beat a genius”! A genius who does not have to pay much effort and can attain what

Well, somebody offered to console me even though i din wan to c anyone today. Hee .. feel a bit better after talking to her. Not a bit, much better. Haha … Thkx ya!

•Well I shall talk about my enjoyable day which was yesterday. But think back, the first half day was not that enjoyable. Haha …I got up very very early in the morning. U know wat did I do? I was selecting instrumental songs for my MLDDFS’s event which is fashion show. The fashion show is gonna to be presented during the Racial Harmony day. Well I volunteer myself to be the incharge for music. Haha .. I dare to volunteer myself coz I reali hav loz of good instrumental music. Feel proud of myself coz I selected the most appropriate song for the performers. After I had eliminated hundreds of songs and chose a few suitable songs, I was actuali rushing myself in completing my lyric that was asked by one of my friends – jt. She thot tat I had finished my lyric and she wanted to hav a look at it the next day. Wah … I was so panic at that moment. It was a headache for me to complete the half-done lyric. Not easy. I reali muz pay my salute to those who are reali able to come out wif their lyrics and songs. *Well, jt has reali done it. Gosh .. She is reali incredible. Hope she wins in GeYao. What I doin is juz “rephrasing” lyrics. Lolz …. Well, after consulting her and thinking for a long time, I decided not to take part in GeYao ler. •During the rehersal, I was reali shocked that the MLDDFS teacher in charge can source for manpower n they r not ordinary ppl. They are senior councillors. I met Paul (my 7B senior! 7B alwaz rox!), fac heads and other well-known councillors. Haha .. They r under my command. Terry was the stage manager and he gave orders to them in entering and existing the stage. Terry has done a reali good job! He even took the time and effort to measure how big is the audi stage. Haha .. Not bad.. Well I m not bad too. Hee … I realize that I have to find more songs that are able to match their pace. I think this shouldn’t be a prob to me lar. Hope everything turns up well that day! •Then I was rushing for a meeting wif my friend. We agree to meet each other at Bishan Junction at 1.06pm??!! Haha … catch the funny part? Well I m still wondering y 1.06pm …still waiting for answer .. May be she is trying to be ‘naughty’? Lolz…Well I reached there first. I was not late this time. Not dare to coz she mentioned be4 that I was late for the previous meeting last time and she turned up very early. Haha .. Well I waited for her at BreadTalk. She walked from rj to Bishan Junction!! I could not gauge how far/near BJ from rj. She was still able to turn up punctually. Haha … not bad. •Then we went to buy chocs for the student directors and the performers from chs and nj. Our intention is to boost their morale coz from my experience, matinee is pathetic. No one will turn up for matinee even though the entrance fee is free?! Somebody even told me be4 tat audience could even lay themselves on 3 seats and watch HuangCheng drama performance! Gosh .. This is not good. I m not goin to let this happen next year coz I m treasurer now and I have to incharge of piaowu either. So I guess that time the morale of the performers were quite low. Tat s y I was buying choc for them. Then I asked jt to write something on one of the choc box. She was very farnie when she wrote words of encouragement on the box. *can u fancy that she had to stop writing when the bus was moving and she continued writing when the bus stopped moving? •Well, be4 that we had lunch together. We juz talked nonstop, talked abt anything from North to West. Well I know a lot about jt from our conversation. Find her intersting. I think next time we shouldn’t talk when we are eating. Haha .. Coz I din realize that it was rude to do so. Sorry ya. Then Terry said tat he wanted to c us. Terry and I went to Bishan together coz he said tat he wanted to buy something and left straight away. I guess he was trying to do something farnie coz he wanted to c us?! Well I introduced jt to him. He was quite shy as commented by jt either (I dunno y). •Then we realized that we were a “bit” late for our drama show. As soon as we reached the audi, the show began! Wow … gang gang hao! jt even complained along the way that I was walking too fast. Haha and she was actuali running while I was walking. Sorry ya. Haha .. U still hav to train if u wanna to catch up wif me. This is how I walk. I will slow down. But I did slow down tat time and she was ahead after me. Lolz …Then we started watching after we found empty seats. Well, I guess jt enjoyed herself much?! She claimed so and I could observe that. She kept laughing nonstop for the first and second drama shows. The endings for first and second shows were anticipated be4 hand. The shows are good coz they were reali hilarious. Well, the third one is a serious one. I wonder who s the script writer. Gd plot. Gd ending. Gd start. Wow … zai! The main actors are good too! Well, haha … my intention in attending various drama performances is to enrich myself and reali hope tat they will help me in writing a good script for Huang Cheng! Drag jt along so that she would be benefited too! Then we met a few ppl like han yan, chai yun … wah .. And I suddenli felt that there is no meaning in giving the performaners encouragement coz the whole audi was fulled of ppl and I dun think they need any encouragement. Sigh .. I guess I worried too much. But nvm it is a tradition that HuangCheng has to give something to other group performance. So that they will support HuangCheng also. Haha .. Actuali this job is under “Gong Guan”, not in treasurer’s job scope. Nvm .. Xing Yun Xin Yun rox! U all did very well! Din disappoint me and jt. Haha … worth my money. •Then we went to have dinner at KAP. We kept looking at the bus directory deciding where to go. Haha .. Coz I din wan to go so far far away better eat near her house. Then ended up in KAP. Undecisive enuf ..hmm … better take note of this next time. Haha . Initially she said tat she wanted to give me a treat, but I ended up in paying myself coz I was in another counter. Lolz .. Sorry ya. Next time bah. Still got many opportunities ya. Then we ate and had a chat at the same time. It seems like we have many topics to talk. I think one day we couldnt finish talking about them. Well, jt claimed that she was addicted to fish! She ordered fish meal for lunch and dinner! My my .. Fish is good wat. Haha .. Nothing wrong. •Then I suddenli felt very “zhang” in my stomach and I suggested a walk in BTP. Surprisingly, we onli visited Popular in BTP! We could walk around in Popular and find something interesting to talk with. Wat toys, books, games, balbabla. Somemore, we kept arguing if the game tat I m expert in was “Wei QI” or Inversi. I think I have to make sure again by comfirming wif my friends in WeiQi Club. I still think that I m rite. Haha … Then from my observation, jt juz likes pink very much. Haha .. Well next time buy something pinkish to her, better not other color. •Then I found that it was quite late ler. Then I sent her home “half- way”. Haha .coz she chased me away when i reached my bus stop. Felt quite worried for her to walk alone in the dark. Well, she msg me tat she reached home safely. •Wah .. Din realize tat I have typed so long! I think I m too detailed?! Well, dunno if anybody out there will read my blog or not. If u r the one, plz leave ur msg here and let me know tat u reali read it. Haha … this is the way of being a friend! Read others’ blog = care about them!=) ^_^