Very sad today to c her so miserable …. 
I hope that i can do something other than consoling her …. Very very qi myself that i couldnt do more for her …. Haiz …. i dunno wat to do …. i know she is afraid of "teng" very much …. I hope the dentist will "shou xia liu qing" ….
20.2.2007 is a special day for me. Ha. Hope that we can celebrate this special day every year and 4eva. I think it is highly possible de. I reali hav to thank gods liao. I prayed for the same thing again and again in front of all the deities that i approached when i visited some temples during CNY. Finali, ru yuan yi chang! Reali! I nvr bluff! I am indeed very happy .. : ) big smilez. This day’s happenings will be imprinted in my mind 4eva.
Haiz. So sian. Hav to wait for another 1 and a half hour. Arr…juz feel sian. Lolz. Dunno how i m gg to cope wif the long journey again (8hr!!). May be i will be listening to my MP3 again and sleeping wif nobody business. Ha. Ytd is my happiest moment in the year. Ha. Coz somebody finali responded to what i have done for all this while. Shall not talk more about this coz it is still uncomfirmed till now. It is alreadi satisfied to know the person’s feeling. Yup. 喜上加喜 during this year’s CNY. :p Yeah. Finali gg back. Of coz i feel very happy. But i feel sad at the same time I gonna miss my family very much. They have been treating very nice in these few days. Very grateful to them coz they have been giving me loz of advice and change my views towards my future. I may not be gg back too often ler in this year. I have a major task this year - A lvl! So i guess i will be staying in Spore during holidays to prepare for the exam. Yoosh! My new year resolution : get all A’s in my A lvl exam! and succeed in whateva thing lar! 
All the best to the friends out there as well!
Took several pictures during CNY. To view them, please visit my friendster photo album titled CNY 2007!
Link: http://4everbestfriend.blogs.friendster.com/photos/cny_2007/
Kope several HuangCheng photos from YuYin. Thkx YuYin. Sheying zu rox! These photos are all related to me. Lolz. To view them, please visit my friendster photo album titled HuangChengYeYun 2007!
Link:
http://4everbestfriend.blogs.friendster.com/photos/huangchengyeyun_2007/
爱在心口难开，哪怕对方是你默默喜欢好久的人，却鼓不起勇气来表白，或者，苦于没有适当的机会，但这只是借口。如果你爱一个人，就要大胆地去表白，你还没有表白，怎么知道对方就不爱你呢？
如果你得不到一时的爱，就会失去一世的爱。求爱贵在执著，还需要有浪漫的点缀，给对方一个出乎意料的惊喜，可能对方就会接受你的与众不同。
生活是一张网，每个人置身其中都绝不是一座孤岛。人最根本的需要是脱离分离，挣扎其孤独的牢狱。只有走出自己筑起的篱笆墙，别人才能走近你，并与你共享美好的人生。
Alrite. Shall blog about what happened to me ytd while at the same time waiting for my anime to be downloaded completely. Gosh. 4 hrs more! sigh. should have downloaded it in spore instead. Well i juz arrived! The whole journey took me 8 hrs! OMG. The bus driver was so slow. Anw i dun care. I juz wanted to have a safe journey. Well i spent most of my time sleeping in the bus. I went down to take my break once onli. It was quite comfortable to sleep in the bus actuali. I onli knew that i had alreadi reached my destination when everybody started making noise. Ha. How dumb … I din even know tat i had reach the bus stop liao :p
Ok about the day before. That day was a special day. Why was it special coz it was X- country day cum Valentine Day cum Friendship Day (the school named it de :p). I gave a cute cute doll to my mortal who is audrey. I gave a sequeez ball to my angel, Mabel. I m wondering if they like my gifts or not. Haiz. No idea. Nvm. I took my effort and time to source for them. I guess somebody will agree wif me tat onli sincerity counts rite? Well i gave jt wheatgrass (杂草一堆）lolz. Not juz one batch of grass lar. Actuali when i bought it, there were onli seeds lor. I took my effort n time to take care of the plant. As in mentioned in my letter to her, I "chiong" into my room and took a look at it (to c how had it grown of coz). I was damn worried that the plant that i planned to give her as present would not turn out well in the end. Phew. Now it turned out well in the end. Hope she liked the present. Ha it was my first time to put in more effort and time into this gift than any gifts that i gave be4. Feel touched? lolz. I got her daisy flower again. But this time it was not hot pink! It was light pink daisy. Ha. Nicely packaged de. She onli likes daisy so i din get her any flower. I cracked a joke wif her friend tat i bought her cactus instead. :p Oh i also wrote a damn long letter to her. Ha. It served another purpose as my reply to her letter. Ha. It was her who initiated writing to me first lor. So we continue writing to each other lor. I was quite surprised actuali n i feel very happy also. : )
Dun wan to talk about X- country lar. Nothing to talk about. Juz stayed wif jt all the time. Dunno y. When i was sitting comfortably at the slope enjoying the blowing of wind, she dragged me down and asked me to sit beside her?! hur? haha. nvm. Kept her companied lor. So sien to sit alone at the slope. Wanna to drag her up de :p Ha. Dunno wat was the thing that kept motivating me to run and run and run till the end. Ha. I kept thinking that i wanna to catch up wif her (girl mass run first then followed by boy mass run). In the end, i din manage to catch up wif her .. haiz. Coz the boy mass run started so late! how to catch up! the teacher talked a lot lar. He was like wasting my energy and time! Yi Han was complaining nonstop beside me also. Not onli him lar, the whole batch of boys were grumbling and asking him to stop talking and start the race. Ha. Oops .. later then wat? erm .. ooh … the whole x- country event ended at about 5.45pm?! yup about tat time lar. Then jt and i went to have dinner at J8 lor. She changed my plan. Haiz. Nvm. As long as V day was spent wif someone who is special, i dun care about where we went lor. Ha. She agreed to go out wif me coz she din wan to stay at home and din wan to go wif those she din like?! Lolz. Actuali i know how to go J8 de but suddenli find tat we couldnt cross the busy street! No pedestrian path for us to cross! Should have crossed the bridge … haiz. nvm we took another path which managed to get us to J8 in the end. Ha. We went to J8 coz she wanted to pei her "lao gong" who thought that all her classmates were in J8. We ate KFC. We ordered the CNY meal. Gosh. 8 pieces of chicken, one box of random chicken, no drinks …. wat set meal is tat? farnie lar. I alreadi knew tat 3 of us could not finish all the 8 pieces of chicken de. As i have known, jt wouldnt take second piece of chicken de! Kh as well! So i ate two in the end and took the rest back to boarding. lolz. Nvm. Finger licking good KFC … I reali licked my finger after eating the chicken :p we had good time eating tgt and chatting everything under the "ceiling". Kh left then jt n i went shopping! She din wan to spend money, so did i. We were searching for icecream but to no avail. Ha. We ate ice kacang in the end at the food court! Then we took bus 165 to go home lor. We onli waited like about 1 min. The bus 171 came. So fast! oh my … Then she took the bus 171 to go home lor. Haha .. She was in a rush lar n i forgot to give her the last thing that i was supposed to give her. I gave her ytd the day after lor :p My body was itching like mad. Arr .. i felt so comfortable lying on my bed. Hehe .. Thkx for spending this special occasion wif me! Thkx for ur gift and small card! They are meaningful to me. Did i mention wat did she give to me? She gave me Adidas perfume! Ha. Nice one. She said tat i smell like baby. Lolz. I shall complain to the deodorant company that they make me smell like baby. Haha. So does tat mean tat i smell like MAN if i use ur perfume?! Haha .. farnie. She wrote a small card for me and asked me to put into my wallet. She 下厨 and made a big jelly for me. Ha. I din wan to eat it actuali coz it was so nicely made. It was heart-shaped also. I dunno how to 下手。ha. I swallow the whole jelly lor. But din managed to coz my mouth is so small. Somebody said tat my mouth was big when i was eating ice- cream?! At least when i was eating the jelly, the heart din break into 1/2. Ha. Thkx for ur effort! Thkx 4 showering me wif care and concern either! muz thkx my angel and mortal also. U 2 are great! Good angel and mortal! I hope i had been a good angel and mortal to both of u. I did nothing wrong but juz replied their letter late. Paiseh :S Alrite. Meaningful Valentine Day. Meaningful year. CNY coming soon. SO excited. Got angpao to receive. Got to meet my relatives. I miss them so much! I miss my gong gong, popo, mama, papa, brothers, nieces, uncles, aunties, friends …. Later talk about my CNY resolution …
It seems like i m not ready to go back to Msia. How come hur? Weird feeling …. there is something i cant let off in spore be4 i go back. Wondering wat is tat…. Have not packed my stuff yet…. sigh. When i think of the long journey (about 7-hr), i feel quite sien … I dunno wat to do on the bus … sleeping? dreaming? missing somebody? haha … i dunno … aiya. I dun feel excited for this year’s CNY lei? y lei? i keep asking myself. Haiz. Ytd was V day. Was very happy that i spent this special occasion wif somebody who is special. Shall talk more about it tmr in Msia. Haha … i shd have bough 16th tix instead of today’s tix no choice … :s
